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Everything's Wrong, But It's Alright

by Bobhowla

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1.
Breathe, remind me I need something by name These bones just don’t seem to knit the same Days, days, days feel like games Pockets are laden all hung out of shape And the sight it’s a view never thought I’d see the back of you And the trail like a train, will always follow you through Temperatures rise and fall in a gaze The beat of this heart reminds me That I float, float once again Sometimes all that remains is the fear of the same. I’ll be needing you to drive me around for days Well you pass on the bends long forgotten to wave And I’m stuck, stuck, stuck in this rut Feeling disheveled and not less to gain Pull out the plug, watch me misbehave This isn’t bravery, courage, will or devotion These pills and potions keep this wreck from ruin Save me up for the next rainy day Sometimes all that remains is the fear of the same Save me up for the next rainy day Save me up for the next one that’s game.
2.
I saw your face today It didn’t look the same as when I saw it all those years ago I heard you laugh today It had changed maybe the laugh-less ones had stole it from your throne But tonight them clowns are laughing on the other side of their faces I can see them, but nobody ever dares go near them And I say to you, as you stand there frowning in your gloom Don’t you worry ‘bout me ‘coz I’m the million $ man I’ll live up in my tree and follow my sweet masterplan Now don’t you worry ‘bout me I’ll sing along to all the bands Yeah you can join me if you just reach up grab my hand Today I ran away Ran to a place where I could hide away the things, they shall not see If I could shine a light I’d shine a light so bright that no one in the world will ever see me Reach up grab my hand.
3.
Sail down the water There's nothing gonna keep you now Give it up for the slaughter, selling the crowd Travel down the slow banks There’s nothing gonna keep you here? Shallow tides they surprise you, water’s so clear You said your brother don’t like the sound And your mother’s not singing now And your father he rots alone deaf as a post And you scream and try but it never will subside And it’s cut and dry as you freeze beneath the tide Don’t you know I’m shot through, wearing tired too But I know myself better than you should do This ride is all that you can rely So sail down the water Wait, there's nothing you got that I need I've been pulled from pillar to post There’s nothing left inside of me You say your friend’s got all the answers Why don't you bring him here When you're not inside my head...at liberty I’d better sail this river alone, so sail down the water.
4.
1963 04:17
We came to it late, like vultures who wait their turn for the picking And I sat at the back, avoiding all eye contact and was satisfied with that You chose to relate, to one who create whatever he was reading But I’m never that quick, mistake murmurs for ticks and sullen eyes for praise And all those seventy-nine things you said to me But I’ll never get back to 1963 I drove to your gate, realizing I was late and pretended not to notice And you came to the door, with a look I’d applaud If I was to take you to town Dressed like a flower girls’ maid, some say you were brave I’d say you were braver You passed words on my hair, your fingers played fair as I disciplined the ones I own And all those seventy-nine things you promised me But I’ll never get back to 1963 You your braveness you wore, kept me cold at the door but I did not bear witness And I tried hard to dream, when you told me you’d seen my uninvited intrusion You shouldered a tear, with meaning so clear that I could not doubt what you’d seen We walked until two, then politely on queue your attention did cease And all those seventy-nine things you promised me But I’ll never get back to 1963 We left it as friends, as I re-read your text and stepped back from your hand My face wore a grin, whilst I’m laughing within about how we came to this…end.
5.
I’ve been leaning in my ear How we separate the things that bring you to tears Holding up the ones that you love Fracturing apart the years you tried to shrug I’ve been fortunate enough to grieve The ghosts that hold the barricades dwell inside of me It’s easier to hold than see The tarnishing erodes it’s sweeping at our feet Everything you dare to dream Everything that hurts beneath Everything you fell between Just because you still believe, you still believe Tireless effigy Your harmonies still echo over where we cut our teeth Pivotal, prolonged, and free Those fears bequeath the best you’ll ever see The fears exist in me The larceny of your love leaves The echoes of epiphany Are all you see, are all you see I’ve been talking to your midnight fears again.
6.
I was born four feet off the floor, my baby mother’s pride and joy Hear the church bells and pistols at dawn Crack in the lip and the heartache was yours Up out and running a frustrated creation, gravel tracks at the walk to the station Held save from harm into a world that was shaken I’ll hit the floor and now I’ll never stop bleeding Brought up the decent way with waste sites for playgrounds and bottles for pay From this mess I had to figure it out But clean sheets and pay-per-week is not for what I’m on about My love, it’s the only way I can see me and you getting through another day ‘Coz the music keeps calling Took my time I made a plan, entrusted wisdom, 45’s in my hand Staring faces in a magazine, covered walls I was left all alone just to dream The straight and narrow the narrow straight, study hard for a decent wage Provide some shelter, some security but these middle clash visions hold nothing for me What is wrong in my life? Work for heart and strife but there’s nothing I could ever like ‘Coz the music keeps calling In this place I remain gives us life gives us shame But I’m tired of this playing all your fickle games From the front of the door to the back of the stage In a world that just crumbles a life lived in vain Now I’m screaming throughout through the noise of the crowd To the man at the back with the stubs in his hand To the back of the van with your latest demands Nights of sleep I’m deprived I’m still screaming inside Like a bird who flies on home, it’s never lost always knows which way to go Music keeps calling.
7.
Break it up and start again Be free to see it turn in Say YES to the man best dressed if you can Say NO to the ghost that still holds you so close Stick with your baby Say NO to those who’ll save thee Gig after gig and night after night Are you burnin' all your will left to fight? You stumble on with your tape in your hand Pay your fee let the freak show the freak show begin By day you die by night the saga still writes Callin' time, callin' time, callin' all A winter’s night is it curtains for all A winter’s night is it curtains, is it curtains for all Break it up and start again Be free you see it turning Say YES to the man best dressed if you can Say NO to the ghost with the crack on the coach.
8.
Tiptoe 02:39
Tiny feet, tiny eyes, tiny sheets, tiny lives So our love won’t come So my love won’t go You see, my love You tiptoe Tiptoe my love You tiptoe You crack eggshells, breaking steel girders now You tiptoe.
9.
Every girl becomes a woman, every boy becomes a man Every question has an answer, every heart betrays a hand Your hand, your hand Every lover wants another, all desires lead to more We learn to live with our own choices Amble through the path we bore And so, I walk where I can’t see I put my hands out for someone to reach And when I cry, oh I cry for you and when I laugh you know that you laugh too And you can say, say what you choose You were always on my mind I was lying in the hallway, I was creeping up the stairs I was keeping to the left side, I was watching every step But I missed her, oh I miss her And it’s been days and it’s been weeks And still I feed and still I sleep And when I cry, oh I cry for you and when I laugh you know that you laugh too And you can say, say what you choose You were always on my mind Out of sight, not out of mind.
10.
It was a strange day it’s true when I forgot to look at you When you were telling me something dear to you But I must have been aghast when my hand she did grasp As the news from her lips did break And as it spewed onto the gasp that had escaped from her mouth All I could notice that her heels were uneven And as I’m thinking back in hindsight I did laugh Maybe it wasn’t my finest moment Don’t you say your heart’s a-broken When there’s no crack or blood a-flowin’ And all this pain and misery is just a token don’t you see Of the reminder that your heart’s still a-flowin’ And can love when the love stops a-lovin’ Well it must have been three weeks since you last looked at me I must confess my disappointment had swollen And as I finally got you on my own yes I knew I could never repeat the last encounter Sincerely I must confess that I did try my best To digest the sound in my ears with conviction But the melody did sway up and down like a scale And this tune in my head kept a-playin’ Whilst you unwound this tale of a friend you forgave I remembered it wasn’t so often That we talked like old pals who knew better by now Not to cover up our eyes in sheep’s clothing For the words came think and fast as the lip I just bit I lost my footing in the art of connection But I still managed to fill my eyes with your view And restore this faded emotion The feelings I saved for the autumn
11.
Own Ghost 04:19
Your hands, don’t dance They’ve always held on for far too long They’ve always held on to where they came from And your feet, plod on They’re still stomping the same old ground Have you worn out a path by now? You started seeing your own ghost You’re never seen on your own no You started seeing your own ghost And the lines are never far behind You started seeing your own ghost You’re never seen on your own no Started seeing your own ghost Relapse, undone Are you hiding a shoulder to cry on Are you harbouring lights to shine on Relate, far gone Pushing through to the life you spurred on Calamity is all but forgone Your face, don’t dare to hide all your worries and fears You started seeing your own ghost If you keep your tears out long enough.

about

During an unprecedented yet poignant global situation, Bobhowla’s debut album EVERYTHING’S WRONG, BUT IT’S ALRIGHT serves to soundtrack our daily challenges we all face since the start of the pandemic.

Recorded and produced by Rod Jones at Post Electric Studio, this 11 track strong collection of songs bring together a wider scope of influences than usually found in any particular group’s output.

Years of solo acoustic performances around the north west have honed an acoustic base into more gritted tones, alongside folk, electronica and dream-pop influences.

Of the album, singer/songwriter Howard Doupe says: “This collection of songs have been a lifetime in creation. Working with broad group of musicians has meant the final product is a multi-coloured trip through pop sensibilities tinged with elements of folk and sonic ambiance.

With themes of yearning, presence, purpose, fears and the celebration of achievement, there’s an element of heart-felt honesty. Maybe the like not seen since the writings of Frightened Rabbit’s Scott Hutchison.

For the first time in years, the time is right to present these tracks as they are. The current worldwide situation has directly affected both the recording and determination to support the emergence of new artists. Particularly during the uncertainty of live performances.”

Whether it’s heartache or joyous celebration the listener is looking for, the album delivers a glimpse into a world welcoming in its acceptance.

contact: info@bobhowla.com

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released February 5, 2021

Howard Doupe – Guitars, Vocals
John Brindle – Electric Guitars
Graham Fletcher-Hill – Bass
Rod Jones – Additional Guitars, Keys, Bass, Backing Vocal
Gus Harrower – Piano
Steve Morrison - Drums
Mickey Reid – Drums on A3, A5, A6

Orchestration on Own Ghost scored & performed by Luke Moore (cello) with Helena Logah (violin, viola).

Recorded and produced by Rod Jones at Post Electric Studio
Mixed by Rod Jones
Mastered by Kris Pohl for Autonomic Pilot Mastering
Designed by Michael Maloney
Pressed by 8Merch
Distributed by NinexNine Records

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Bobhowla Southport, UK

Debut album EVERYTHING'S WRONG, BUT IT'S ALRIGHT out now!

Taking off from the classic indie starting blocks, BOBHOWLA interweave folk and experimental elements with studio soundscapes to present a contemporary Anglo-American songbook – a melee of introspective contemplation.

Drawing comparisons along the way
- Depeche Mode, Roddy Frame and Tears For Fears.
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